ANYWHOS

It's been a while that I wrote something on here. I got addicted to twitter, 'cause it's mos def faster! Well yeah, maaaaan so many things happened these past few weeks. But there's no need to blast it on my blog. Anywhos, I went to vegas last weekend and goin' back there again next weekend! YUPPP, I'm excited! Well I'm gonna jet I have a call waiting.....BYES!

Tweeeet

Wells yeah I decided to make a twitter 'cause its shorter than blogs. And It's like extended networks. Well I actually made one a long time ago but yeeuup I thought it was a blogspot and I was really confused, HAH. So I just deleted it. But now, I know how to use it. MHMM! So I made one. Follow me of ya want. I dont cuuuurrrrrr.

http://twitter.com/lopeisdope

I love her

Better Today

I'm bored, My eyes are half closed, Today was freezing, Went to church, Bought food, Family time. I'm really bored so I'm just blogging. Let go, Past is the Past. Start over. Indecisive, Relentlessly over thinking, Should I do this? hmmm. WTH MAN -_- FORGET EVERYTHING! YEAH. period. This shouldn't be that hard. I can do this. hah mhm! If you can, then I can too! Starting this Spring Break. I AM STARTING OVER. I promise myself. But before anything else, I'm giving back whatever's not mine. That should help a bit. Wells, I'm getting there, ALMOST. Just a few more days of forgetting then I shall be back to my normal self. Start over, new life, new people, new feelings, new infatuation, new EVERYTHING.

OH BOY.
"Love can make you happy. But often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth."

"Love is not a matter of counting the years. But making the years count."

"Once in awhile , Right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale."

"Guys are like stars, there are millions out there, but only one can make your dreams come true."

"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it."

"Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted."

"I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day."

"There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel alright."


"Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult."


Life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
I want my priceless vacation.

SMILE

Turnin' that frown upside down.

121507

Hmmm. My life with you was not the best but it was certainly not the worst either. You have given me so much love. I remember when I first saw you at church, and thought you were weird cuhs you kept staring. Then the next day, you commented me on myspace asking if I was that girl you were staring at. And I said "yeah". Then from then on we were cool and say "wsups" and "hellos". Then like three months later you IMed me and we just kept talking since that time, but as friends. Then few weeks after that you asked for my number, then that's how it all started to fall together, YOU AND ME. We would fall asleep on the phone 'till I had to go to school. My nights were all about you, laughing at each other, singing to you, falling asleep on each other. That was our daily routine. OH and I would never forget the very first song you dedicated. That meant so much to me, YOU meant so much to me. You were my everything and I couldn't go through my day without hearing your voice. All your good morning calls made me eager to go on with my day without any stress. And then that day came, we were finally official. That was the best thing ever. Our relationship was strong and I was very happy with you. We would always laugh and just laugh and laugh, and laugh when were together. I even wrote you songs and I love how you would just listen and tell me that I'm your princess and you will forever love me. And you promised me my happy ever after. It seemed all perfect, I met your family and we had everything all planned out. We thought that this was it and you were my future and I was your future. And that one night when we were cuddling on top of a mountain looking down the city, that's when we both made our promises that this will last and never end. That night. That night, was unforgettable. You had been the greatest. Letting go of you is the most hardest, hurtful, unexplainable, thing to do. I don't even know why I'm writing about this right now. I guess because this has been bugging me lately and I just had to let this out. I know and you know that we are not doing so well and that's why this all had happened. You had hurt me so bad and I have given you chances, but you haven't change at that time when I STILL loved you. And now that you have changed for me, it's all too late. Because I don't feel the same anymore. I'm very sorry from the bottommost of my heart. I did not mean to hurt you, but you don't know that you've hurt me far worst. Sometimes I think "WHAT IF" what if you just treated me better. THAT'S IT. treated me better. Three simple words, but yet very hard for you to accomplish. I guess this wasn't really meant to be. 121507 I will never forget that. You had been the best.

Hello

Friday: Las Vegas.
Satruday: Lexxci's house at Vegas!
Sunday: SHOPPING LIKE CRAAASSY.

I hate projects. I'm not even done w/ mine. & the teacher assigned it like a month ago. DAMN LAZY. So yeah. I'm going to WOD on Saturday, so if you're going see ya there!

How Cute.