Hmmm. My life with you was not the best but it was certainly not the worst either. You have given me so much love. I remember when I first saw you at church, and thought you were weird cuhs you kept staring. Then the next day, you commented me on myspace asking if I was that girl you were staring at. And I said "yeah". Then from then on we were cool and say "wsups" and "hellos". Then like three months later you IMed me and we just kept talking since that time, but as friends. Then few weeks after that you asked for my number, then that's how it all started to fall together, YOU AND ME. We would fall asleep on the phone 'till I had to go to school. My nights were all about you, laughing at each other, singing to you, falling asleep on each other. That was our daily routine. OH and I would never forget the very first song you dedicated. That meant so much to me, YOU meant so much to me. You were my everything and I couldn't go through my day without hearing your voice. All your good morning calls made me eager to go on with my day without any stress. And then that day came, we were finally official. That was the best thing ever. Our relationship was strong and I was very happy with you. We would always laugh and just laugh and laugh, and laugh when were together. I even wrote you songs and I love how you would just listen and tell me that I'm your princess and you will forever love me. And you promised me my happy ever after. It seemed all perfect, I met your family and we had everything all planned out. We thought that this was it and you were my future and I was your future. And that one night when we were cuddling on top of a mountain looking down the city, that's when we both made our promises that this will last and never end. That night. That night, was unforgettable. You had been the greatest. Letting go of you is the most hardest, hurtful, unexplainable, thing to do. I don't even know why I'm writing about this right now. I guess because this has been bugging me lately and I just had to let this out. I know and you know that we are not doing so well and that's why this all had happened. You had hurt me so bad and I have given you chances, but you haven't change at that time when I STILL loved you. And now that you have changed for me, it's all too late. Because I don't feel the same anymore. I'm very sorry from the bottommost of my heart. I did not mean to hurt you, but you don't know that you've hurt me far worst. Sometimes I think "WHAT IF" what if you just treated me better. THAT'S IT. treated me better. Three simple words, but yet very hard for you to accomplish. I guess this wasn't really meant to be. 121507 I will never forget that. You had been the best.
