MEGAN FOX

I LOVE HER! AND I LOVE HER AND I LOVE HER AND I LOVE HER!

BETTER TODAY

Hmmm wow I'm pretty bored. This blog is pretty much insignificant compared to my other ones. IM JUST REAAAAAAALL BORED -.- hahaa. So, nonsense, here it goes! LOL. Well I got my new phone! And I miss all those good morning, good night calls, and late nights. Sooo uhmm yay they're back nows (= SO IM ALL GOOOD.


summer '09

sum'n sum'n

haha okay im bored so im blogging! OMG MICHEAL JACKSON DIED. OMG I AM SO SPEECHLESS. No words. WOW, it's WOW. omgggg yeah I really don't know what to say. I like michael jackson. HAH. Naw on the real tho! But damn, wow. I never thought. Well anyways WOW. Hmmm kaaays enough bout that. But I don't think I'm gonna get over that. I feel much better now. YAY FOR ME! Thanks to everyone. And I'm hoping my mom let's me go on friday! Cuhs yeah. HAH. Mhmmm. Well I'm actually pretty excited of moving now. IDK WHY! hahaha I'm gonna be the new kid -.- That's soooooo weird. Well I'm happy though. AND AND AND! I'm getting my phone on Sat. It's in the process right now! IM SOO EXCITED. Those late night calls, I missss verry much! And wake up calls and good night calls, WELCOME BACK. hahahaa. Well yeeeaaah everything's pretty smooth right now. And being sad again is a far out cry from where I stand right now. LOL (=

OH AND I LIKE HER

LALALALLAAA

" So I hopped on a train three in the afternoon I don't know when I'm coming back, but I hope that it's soon...." that's EXACTLY how I feeel right now. I don't know if it makes any sense. But to me it does. Wells uhhhm my dad just barged in my room right now saying, " WE GOT THE HOUSE! " oh fckn GUUUREAT! I get to live in Fontana. UGH I am hoping not. That place is just UGGGH, no explanation. Not my typa city. But the schools alright and the people, But the city itself. NOT DIGGIN IT. Well anywhos, these past few weeeks I have been through rough shiii. Lot's of rain forsure. One thing that's been stuck in my head was, " Maybe it's the person that's making you happy, and he's just RIGHT there and you don't even know that 'cause you won't even bother to look. " hmm maybe he's right, MAYBE. Well, yeeeup he does make me happy though. But it's just ehh wtf....... But hmm why not! Worth the try. It doesn't hurt to try. I'll give it a chance.


I miss the cousins!

SUPP ESE!

HAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!

ugggh

Thinking again. Thinking about YOU ................
You're never gonna get out of my head aren't you? uggh -_____-

FML

wtffffffff man! I keep losing my things, like seriously what is goin' on with me?! I lost my purse and errrything a few nights ago and NEVER got it back! OH, AND ON TOP OF THAT, I lost my phone last night )= I mean the night was fun and alll, but I lost my phone! like are you serious? OMG, well good thing my mom wasnt trippin out or anything, she just laughed at me like a weirdassss. But how can I live without a phone. No efffin communication with anyone. And myspace and online ish are lagggers, ugggh so like this is really a FML moment. And OH GREAT, it's almost summmer. WOW FML BIGGG TIME!

Hhmmmphh

Why must I listen to sad songs? ugggh yeah. I've been reminiscing, over thinking, and whatnot the past days. WOW yeeeah how I miss some things. But I know that if I step back to that situation --- IT WOULD NOT WORK OUT. Things just need some time. I've come into being to not even care anymore. In effect, day by day I feel hopeless about working things out. It's just difficult, I know it sounds awfully stupid that my mind's been dwelling on these kinds of nonsense. But I AM, unfortunately. I'm not the type of person that just forgets, I cherish memories that I've shared with people that I love. And never will I, I REPEAT, never will I hold a grudge against anyone. There's just moments where I'm alone and I think. I've actually improved from before. I don't think AS MUCH as before, but the past few days I found it so odd that I'm even thinking about THIS. I mean, it's been months. And then BAAAM, I thought about it. Maybe, I won't ever forget. Maybe it's still there. But I DONT WANT IT TO. I'm absolutely completely DONE. Yeah I just sounded in denial. BUT I AM, I KNOW IT. MHM Well, I don't know what's in store for me in the future, but wherever it takes me i'll make sure that everything's going how I want it. I won't let anyone bring me down anymore. I'm on my own and gosh it's such a relief from before. Miss independent in progress.